“We didn’t have a relationship. We had moments.”
With those words, særa captures the feeling at the heart of “bathtubs & cigarettes,” a song about the kind of connection that can feel incredibly intimate while remaining impossible to define. It's about being close to someone, sharing something that feels real, and then having to face the emptiness when that person is no longer there.
The song draws on images of steam, smoke and water, things that appear for a moment before slowly disappearing.
These details become a natural way to explore what people leave behind, even when a relationship never becomes something permanent. Sometimes, the memories remain long after the person has gone, and what once felt certain becomes difficult to explain.
For særa, music is also a way of finding freedom. The Budapest-based artist has chosen to move away from the expectations surrounding conventional careers and financial success, building a creative life on her own terms. Rather than following a path already laid out for her, she has made room to explore her identity through songwriting and performance.

